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Don't tell me goodbye, .

my dearest bigbang.

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

SCHOOL SUCKS for now.

A week away from EOY.
Never felt soooo tense before. PSLE wasnt this scared.
I regret slacking this year and i regret doing
those stupid things. Those things made me a bad person.
I regret it, really. how i wish i could turn back time
and stop those things and study real hard. THAN,
3N1 wouldnt be that hard fer me. haiz.

MY TUTOR IS BACK. lols.
This week is pack with D&T and extra lessons to cover up
chapters and stuff and i tell you, i have no time for my self-revision.
I'm worried though i look like i'm not. If i don't, i wouldnt bother to
ask someone who is better than me to guide me.
i hope i can make it. x)

LOVE LOVE LOVE.
I guess, we should open our hearts to others.
5months wasnt a regret for me but it was a lesson to
be learn. I mean, why care fer someone who doesnt
feel a thing fer you?
now, i adore this babe. x)

Was suppose to meet blood at 6.40am but i guess i was
late, sorry la ehhh. x)
So walk and met under the rest under Haziq's place
and off to school.
SCH? I almost cried because of stress.
Too much things happening at a time and i really really cannot
take it. serious.

FRIENDS FRIENDS.
i love them all. heees x)

Was pulled out by Mr Billy to check if i'm still smoking.
lols, the smokelyzer battery low. BOO! ahaha. bodoh.

D&T IS 90% THERE, i'll be the happiest girl in the world
after school tmr, after handing in the folio & the product. x)
Stupid sec1's destroy my product AGAIN. bodoh.


ok, all the best for EOY and stuff.
TAG TAG TAG.

ALIFF AZIZ TAK PUASE LA SIAKKKKKK!
dah benci dier siket laaa siakkk. BOO.

x)


Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Hello dearies.



As for today , I'm not the mood to hehe huhu.
Maybe I do at times when things get too funny but
I've been thinking alot today.



OK, we put down the phone and he said he'll call back.
I waited til i fell asleep. so dude why?

BTW PEOPLE WHOM I LOVE SO MUCH,
JUST WANNA SAY THAT; I'VE MOVE ON.
after 5 months of waiting, time comes and i did what
i was suppose to. Even my lovely mates said so.
x) Pretty amazing though. x]]

NADDY GOT SOOO MUCH TO SAY BUT SHE'S NOT ONLINE.
BAHH! LOOVE GO ONLINE LAHH SEH! x)

D&T murdered me. it's providing me with too much of things to do.
The folio itself have 12 points and stuff la i don't know.
But thanked god there's some sec3 D&T students coming down
almost everyday to help out. Haziq, Jordon & Faiz. lols. x)
THANKS YA'LL. x)

I'm pretty pissed earlier on. Found out that some SEC1 students
painted my arcrylic product with paints and liquids and took
off the hinge that took me soo much time to glue it together.
Haziq made it possible and some morons took it off.
THAT ADD MORE WORK FER ME WHEN THE DEADLINE IS TMR.
YOU SEC1 WHO EVER DID THAT AHH! ALAMAK, BINGET AKU.
and Kumar still can ask me go take tinner and go wash it.
and glue back the hinge. LIKE EHH, YOU THINK I GOT SO MUCH TIME ARH?
wahh sehh binget.

whatever.
I GUESS MY "WANNA PUASA FULL" is gone. lols.
diam ehk diam. ahaha.


ok.
I ADORE THE NEW ONE. X)

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Sunday, September 23, 2007

Yes, Irah in dilemma. -.-

it appears that someone else have feelings fer me. LOLS.

nevermind about that. next stop;

Breakfast at granny's place yesterday.
Before that, mom had a hard time waking me up
to go to mak lily's place to have my hari raya costume
done. Than off to Jurong to buy foods and off to granny's
place. Break fast as a big bif family.

Then after that,
the little ones played bunga api while the rest
stayed indoors and chat. x) I watched our macbeth skit
and i can't hear what we're talking cause Raudha who
recorded laugh soo loud. haha, nevertheless, it's funny. x)

Went home while mom and sis left to geylang with bibik and
kakak nurul. Mom came back without kakak.
Under observation at hospital. lols, she's back home. x)

This morning, left to madrasah.
I'm angry with my two pals who left me alone.
Syafiqah quitted. Shidah dissapear. Irah ALONE!
geram seys. -.-

It was raining cats and dogs while i'm indoors learning.
Caught a flu and felt feverish till now.. haiyah!
Madrasah's disipline is getting thighter. HELL.
Now, one of my classmate is standing infront of the lift
and will right down my name and must stand there until
uztad come. gosh.
But what? they giving me suspension like wgs giving? ahha no way la.

dilemma. dilemma.
WHOOPS. im bored.

NADDY WHERE ARE YOU??


Saturday, September 22, 2007

BOI BUSY CUCI PANTAT NOW. lols.

HAHA.
Someone thinks i'm belo & funny.
I make him laugh whenever he sees me.
My expressions, my belo-ness and all.
hahaha, SHAH ANWARI giler.

Tak payah nak tangkap jambu lah seh.

lols, at least i make someone laugh you see.

"belo belo cute per" LOLS. aper ajers.



I love myself la.
I don't care if i look awful while laughing or what,
cause the fact is, I am ugly. But i don't what people thinks.
As long i be myself and im happy. lol.






Friday, September 21, 2007

EOY IS SURE KILLING ME.

My lovely mates is really motivating me.
Their wanna study together and stuff. When I'm told them
i'm sure gonna drop to 3n2 next year, they we'll go
" no, you won't laaa. can punyer. try harder. can nyer"

Then the next question is
" d&t or AMATHS?"
I guess my mates and I is having problems here. lols.

I was late for school today for the stupidest reason.
I don't know and i don't understand why my school shoe
is filled with thick dark black ants and the crawl fast! lols.
I get soooooo "eww eww". I was alrd late as it's 7am and i'm still at home.
THEN, the shoes thingy. So, left home at 7.30am x)

Walk slowly to school and tune the musics.
So Shah. ahha, he's late.
Got to school and Mr lee ask
"why are you late?"
I didn't wanna talk about my shoe cause it's embarrassing and it's
too draggy so i just said " ouh, overslept"

So he sent Shah and me to the field and we have to run.
I have to run for 1 round while shah, the regular late comer
had 2 rounds. He was walking, so i walked. Then he ran at his last round
and im still walking. mann, i was belo. lols.

whatever. had my science re test and i don't know how to do the last freaking qn. x)

MACBETH ACT BY MY GROUP WAS ALL WELL DONE.
We got ourselves the highest in the class with 34 marks over 40.
cool kans? But the other groups were hell good too.
ALL OF US PASSED. thank god x)

school's okay today.
Lesson's kinda draggy.
Had our Geography trail and it's okay laa.
Fee lead the group then i can chillax.

Wanted to break my fast at 1 pm cause i can't take it.
well, i had only 2 pieces of biskut and couple of cups or drink.
Hung on and i didnt. lols.

Band is okay today.
Conducted the sectionals after Caroline wanted to rest, i guess.
x) okay.

Headed home with Harith! and Ruby! x)
nice nice laaaa. then slept .

Woke up, walk to dining table and it's time to break my fast.
woooh! x)

I MISS ZAHRIN. HAVENT HEARD FROM HIM LATELY.
LOLS. WHERE'S MISTER.WHO.LOVES.TO.CHEER.ME.UP.WHEN.IM.DOWN.?!.
lools.


Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Friends, I love ALL OF YOU.
really; no doubts. x)
I mean, do talk to me ayes?
huhu.

okay!
school is super tiring today.
Luthfi is not my tutor no more, i guess.
Today is the study thingy but he left with Q to library.
ok, niceeee. I understand.
NOW WHO'S UP TO BE MY TUTOR; gotta be patient i tell you.

I'm happy & sad. why? I dont know.
I feel sad because SOMEONE is feeling down lately
and studies&relanstionship is stressing him.
relanstionship? ooooooooooooooooooooo.
But hey, I'm always here for you.
(he will nvr read this cause he doesnt care at all)
but i do. love love.

Naddy dah lamer nvr online & i miss chatting with her.
Since the fasting month started, I've yet to bump into her
during second recess or after school cause we got our own things
to do. EOY 9 DAYS LEFT and d&t is suuure killing me x)
Naddy; where'd you go? I misssssssssss you so. LOLS.
tag tag me loove. lols..

D&T- anything related to art. description: ATROCIOUS.
IRAH IS BAD BAD IN ANYTHING RELATED TO ART.

While in the workshop; rby and I had nothing to do cause
she's waiting for her product glue-d while I'm waiting for
Mr kumar to pass me the kinche? That can make my product
open and close at the top. haha, whatever.
So we played with the acrylic and put it in the "oven" and
bent bent it and put it in again. WHOOPs; we didn't take it out.

Folio not done and it's 80% of my grades.
Hell, i won;t be sleeping this weekends.
So much to do so little time given. lols.

Nathasha and I gave up on the product.
We tried glue-ing the "kinche" onto our product with
glue gun but it didn't work. Mr kumar asked to use glue gun.
Tried upteen times but failed. I gave up and when into the
other room and start on my folio. The rest came in
and we left home. WAITED FOR RUBY AND JORDON only
and left. Some things blah3 then went home.
Bought Milk tea double pearl for break fast at vista.
Then I feel like drinking sportade? yesterday bought myself
the strawberry flavour & today bought the blueberry.
MAN! I WANNA DRINK.

Stomach cramps and heart area cramp too.
Felt like dying and the person i wanna talk to wasnt
there. nevermind. x))


Tuesday, September 18, 2007

KILLjenny.

Mannn, kumar is soo loving. x) WHOOPS.

Schoool's fine today. Met fifi then met ario then met Kyle and then
Myra not around. okays.

PE was intensive. Played volleyball. BUT HEY, though it's just volleyball,
remember that I'm fasting. I'm already begging for water when i finished
my 1 round warm up. But i'm still hangging on. x)

arghhh, next week EOY? irah die die die.

After school sat at the round table and start revising when
Itik and friends came down from the staircase and sat at the bench
near my table. They talk super loud that i couldnt pay attention.
I didn't pay attention on itik but on my Geo. But they all were too noisy,
at last they left. PEACE. Left for D&T and did my product.
Faiz helped me alot, FAIZ KAU BEST.

Here's the shiook part.
Fifi sand her nuckle area while sanding her thick wood.
I mean, how can you "sand" your hand.
It's pretty bad though. Mr kumar soo touching and helped he
to wound up the thingy. And I helped since I'M MORE EXPERIENCED.
KUMAR WAS BODOH DUNNOE WHT TO DO UNTIL I SUGGEST.
Danial was there and said " asl tak join redcross?"
HUH ME? REDCROSS? HAHHAHA. x)
Fee; it will heal. really. x)

Left school was thirst and hunger but i'm still hangging on. x)


Monday, September 17, 2007

Itik or move on?

I'll stick with itik and I'm sure about my decision. x)

Slept after coming back from school around 5pm
and woke up just in time for buke. x)

tmr there will be pe lesson and hell i wonder what we're gonna
do for the 2 period. lols.

Shirts given out to those people who ordered, hope you like it x)

mom sent me to school today and I'm happy cause i didn't sweat
like i always do while walking to school. thanks momma.

anyways,
I already given the slips for the genting trip today and
I hope i do get a ticket to genting with the band.
I hope dad's pay slip that he faxed to school is safe. x)
mannnnn, im looking forward for the trip!

exams.exams.
around the corner and i need help.
okay, my tuition mate can help, but always busy.
LUTHFI biler mau start la deh. wednesday? confirm?

Prepaid ku low and i need to text itik!! how how?
Tolong aku laaa siaper siaper. x)

NATHASHA!
DIAM EHK DIAM EHK! x)

RUBY!
kiter dah lamer tak petik gambar together with Marching disasters
lepas some disasters kans? ahhaha.

FEE!
kau irritating, i hate the dance we did. EWW EWW

to my dearest oh so lovely readers, doenst matter you hate me or love me,
Apologising on the HUGE font of my links. If you're using IE, majority
of you will be able to see it, and for those who use Firefox, i think my blog
looks normal aites?

ahh, whatever.

MR TAN IS BACK YET NEVER TEACH. wahh piang ehh.

ok, OFF TO HIKMAH! oh, im so kental,
you know what's more kental-er than this,
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL /2!

LMAO.



hahaha. im bored.
My friends are around me and i feel GOOOOOD.
haha, DIAM EHH DIAM. x)


Sunday, September 16, 2007

Hello suckers.

Im bored now.
Fasting month, urgh it's killing me.
Having ulcer along my lips and it hurts real bad.
Thanked god my tongue is fine now, if not, i'll die.

Celebrated my belated birthday today.
Celebrated brother's and mom's too.
So, had all my families down here at my place and
yeah, we buke here. huhu. It's fun though.

I got my birthday gift atta last!. hooray.
Brother got jealous of mine cause mine is nicer than his.
His is grey while mine is orange. BOO! no exchanging !

Teeshirts are in and I don't know Nazrin's size order.
how? nehmind.

I miss my girlfriends. Atyqa and yassie.
love love.

itik is gone, forever.
Itik didn't reply my msges .
itik itik. haiyoh.


Friday, September 14, 2007

Uh huh, it's friday yet I didn't attend band for some reasons.

Yesterday, mom gave me her permission to go to Genting competition trip
with my school band end of the year. I deadly wanna go and finally she allows me
but with conditions that i couldnt care less
1) do house chores
2) i forgotten; was it listening to her or do well for EOY? hmmms, x)

Whatever it is, i have her permission and nothing is gonna stop me from this.
* that sentence kinda sound like an evil person* whatever.

School was super boring though it ended at 12.15pm.
Recess: i slept in class as if i'm sleeping on my bed. It wasss shiok
yet soo noisy. Noised made by my dearest classmates!
And Razi is the most irritating one who has the most irritating voice.
ARGH! irah binget you know. So, Ruby shook me and said to go
to the parade square for recess assembly and i went back to sleep.
Then the other mates all kecoh kecoh saying "ehh quick go PS"
then quickly got up and walk slowly to the PS with my slumber face,
mannn, i'm sleeping siaks. XDD
While walking back to class, saw Mr billy scolding 2 sec1 boys and
was holding a real PUMA WATCH RED COLOUR. then it reminds me
of Nazri's. but then Naz is not in sch. so i heck care. Then now, Naz's nick
is talking about his watch. He got his back. And to that boys who stole it,
"nie kan bulan puase, krg bodoh ker giler. takmo merepek uh nak curi2
bende nie sumer. aing aing"

MT lesson was after recess.
Did the work given quickly and back to sleep. x)
Then left for Literature. Dammit our act scene 6 havent even started.
So, we lied to Mdm Saratha saying everything is with Nazri & Nazri is
absent today. So, yeah we will act on Monday.

Meeting my dear group members tmr to finish up everything if
it's possible. And tmr supposingly should be meeting Luthfi as he's
helping me with my studies. Baik kan dier? ahah, I know. But something
caught up and he has to cancel it when i'm eager for the learning.
ahhh, he make my "semangat to study" terbantot. seesh!

Ask Mr kumar when we need to stay back for D&T..
Talk and i ended up calling him GUNDU twice. And i feel
pretty bad about it. errr, kumar relax ehhk, aku kidding jer.
Too bad you got 3n1 juniors. So, 3n1 d&t students like that, 2n1
will be the same. ok irah merepek. diam ehhh. x)

I HAD ITIK FOR MY BUKE PUASE. AING AING AING.
ahhaha. I miss itik fuck loads okay?
Read dearie Naddy's blog and something must be bothering her.
And if seems to be the same problem as mine, only that she waited for
this particular person for years. Now boys, why the heck are you so cruel?
I mean, at least treat girls nicely and make them happy though they won't get
what they want, girls will understand that but not ignorance.
haiyah.

But she seems to be happy. Will always smile and I LOVE
HER SMILE OKAY. x)
whatever it is, you have me.
CEH IRAH MCM FHM LAA SIAK.

ok im done.
yes you keep reading my blog. haha lame


Thursday, September 13, 2007

It sure hurts when everything at home turns awful.
Dad hates me, really.

infact, everyone hates me.
BUt dad, you shouldnt said all that okay.

whatever.
fyi, i really really cannot take it. someone, help?

im not in the mood right now.
Today kills me, fasting month kills me.
im fatigued. im sad. ok shut the fark up.

i hate you!
BANG! DOWN YOU GO.


Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Ehy orang orang melayu di dunia ini, tolonglah puasa. ok? baik.


School's normal today but felt excited about the soccer match after school.
It's TKT VS ACECOTT, again. Fortunately, my prayers came true and
TKT won 8-2? I guess, It's uncountable. But Acecott played good, seriously.
Haiqal from acecott is gooood. Arif is even better, seriously. xDD

Before the game which is at 3.30pm, my friends and I went to Vista and
get some snacks before heading to school. Had some fun conversation with
the Indon maid and yeah, she's pretty cool you know. Mannn, If i were to have
that maid here living with me, she's my babe laa siak. ok enough.
Fifi thought i was behind her at the bubble tea shop, so she talk to me
and later turn, I wasnt behind her, I walked away. That Indon maid was behind
her. And we all start laughing. haha. whatever.

ok, bought my big honey lollipop and headed back to school. with my threesome.
But before that, this pretty lady came up to us and ask if we can do a survey about
cheers and 7 eleven. cheers is wayy better. ahhaa, ok.
DONE! headed to school. The game starts around 4pm which is half hour delay!
So, game was very very well played. Some things happened and
i'm not gonna elaborate.

OH, fifi's upset with Ario.
i'm happy cause i watch him play laaa siaks.
And khairul (black) was sitting beside me saying
"si arif tu laju sak. dier woodlands seh " to some other players.
Then i turn at him and turned back. HE DOESNT KNOW ABOUT IT.
coolios. xDD

Everything ended very nicely.
Went out of school and some matreps "disturb"
"if you see matreps, if you see matreps, they make me sick, they make me sick"
ARGH. ahha, whatever. they suck big time you knowwww.

Left around 6plus and headed to ace toilet. NATURE CALL SIAKS.
Fifi's mouth isss masin so, i saw arif 3 times at vista point. haha.
whatever. Fifi shed tears laaa siak.

Came back home and mom start rapping. haha. LMAO.

FATIGUED.
As if I'm the one who played in the game earlier on.
I was just a spectator. spectator is the word right? haha.
" i see, anyone can watch it irah. Dun worry, you won't be a menyebok"
ahhh, he is sooooo baik laaaa. xDD

Tmr is the time where setans will be tie up and they won't disturb us for
the whole month. Well, at least i can shower in peace without thinking about
them. Scary... ooooooooooooooooooh.

But that means; i have to wake up before dawn to have my meal and
the next meal will be at 7pm. coolios kans? I know laaah. ok diam.
Girls, don't you use that reason to not fast. ahahhaha. kekek kekek.

oh dammit!
tmr is science test on chapter 5 & 6.
Issues on sex and stuffs. eww eww but hey,
I don't want to do that test, it's disgusting laaa.
Must labe here and there.
I'm telling you, I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT IT.
goona get a big big big big fat O. x(

ok people,
I'm soo tired and i need to wake up super early and it's not my forte.

Ruby, please go to school tmr. aye?

BAND? THERE'S BAND? OR NO BAND? WTH WTH.







Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Afternoon dearies.

I'm back home early for today. haha.
Mates off for CCA so, I went back home.
Wanted to wait for them but they end at 5pm latest.
errr? ffrom 2.15 to 5pm i can do alot of things at home,
so yeah, decided to head home, alone. x)

School's fine except for the fact then i got drenched first thing in
the morning while walking to school. DAMN YOU RAIN!
Was feeling fresh and i smile nice then the rain starts to pour.
My fringe will be flat and my hair will take hours to dry.
My body starts to get sticky. I don't like you knoww.

Met up with adilla and we "shower" to school together.
Ruby joined in later and fyi, she's not drenched.
Cos, her father dropped her and she went under the block
for shelter, she met us there. And she kept on bragging she's
waterproof cause i'm drenched like toot. not fair la seh.

Reached school and went to the class and put my bag in the class
and off to the room just next door, TOILET.
ok, it's raining and people are drenched and hairs gets wet
so, lots of girls are in there re-tie-ing their hair. And it looks
kinda funny cause all of us are opening our air-cons *LMAO*

2 bells rang and we're still in the toilet, finally out and in to class.
Mdm Saratha somehow scolded us. Then she marked us as late for
class. WTH? we reached school before the first bell tauu!
bloody arse.
"and amirah, where are you suppose to sit?"
and i gave her the most loudest HAIYAH again & again.

Nathasha came late. nyahaha. ok.

ok.
LCD IS A BORE i tell you.
But this is the first time i didnt sleep for the whole 3 periods.
I was wide awake though i slept at 4am, waiting for abg to come back home. -.-

so yeahh,
The video will be changed into the same one but with a better quality.
But later la okays? Currently doing my Eng Ads Alley thingy.
Don't wish to get a big fuuking zero for that aye. xDD

ohya,
apologising ontop of what i've mentioned on my previous, you.
haha, didnt know you read my blog huh? Well, it's meant for you though.
fyi, I don't know why the heck you fucking hate me.
Maybe for stupid reasons?. hah, i don't care. so yeah, i don't mind you
hating me, HATE ALL YOU WANT OKAYS? i'm cool with that.
But one question that i want you to think and think properly,
WHAT DO YOU GET FOR HATING ME. OR RATHER, WHAT
GOOD THING YOU GET FOR HATING ME?. huh?huh?
anyway, take care laaa ok? havent heard from you lately laa.
haiyoh.

I miss Miss Azleen laaaahh siaks.
Mdm Tan saw me chewing sweets in her lesson and she kept quiet?
mann, I love mdm tan okay?
And I MISS MR TAN SHER CHONG JOE SIAKS! really, no kidding.
Miss Lisa, Sorry for my behaviour in your maths class but seriously,
you can't teach. x) so, GO CALL BACK OUR TAN TAN BACK !


Sunday, September 09, 2007

HSM2 is somehow mature aye?
But guess what? I prefer HSM better.
God! Who fucking cares about my opinion! deng.

Evening people!
Today was super boring. Holidays ain't fun. & i'm gaining weights
in a week. I look super big than before and shucks, I can't fit in some
of my jeans and tops. f**k! irah gemok, bodoh.

An hour before HSM2 started :
My sister suddenly ask me to accompany her to Cwp to get donuts.
yes yes, gain more weights after that! ok shut up!
J.CO donuts is wayyyy better than this munchy donuts!
And people, it's oily. the donuts is oily.
*fffffffffaaaaaaaatttttttttttttttsssssss* eww eww.

But hey, I ate three pieces!

Haiss, I don't know why but i'm sooo worried bout this getting fatter
problems. I'm afraid. ahh whatever.
ohya, guys don't go for fucking huge girls too. x)
*hint hint* xDD

wth? School starts TMR?
Now i have to wake up suuuper early than usual (3pm earliest)
Now i have to go to school and spend most of my time there.
Study? mannnnnnnnnnnnnnn!
HORRIBLE. HORRIBLE.HORRIBLE.

enough said.

So, FASTING MONTH STARTS ON THURSDAY AND NOT ON WED?
hell, all this while i thought it's wednesday. There goes my semangat.

Let me share a story.

I'm waiting for something for 4 months plus and nothing's improving
but hey, I told myself, "hang it there". Maybe you WON'T get what you want
but maybe something good will happen from there. something that is
better? Something you need, and not you want. But, behind those words,
i find myself stupid. I'm telling myself that i'm just wasting too much time.
i won't get him. I wont. My friends told me to move on upteen times but
i'm still a dickhead and don't wanna move on. It's not that i dont want to,
i tried but know what? I feel that i betrayed love. I love him and only him
and yet i'm sms-ing some else when my heart is only for him, still.
So, I'm trying to say that, Things might not be the way you want it,
but continue with your life and you will cross some things that is better.
I'm saying all this but me myself can't do it. SO, people, listen to me,
and your life will be good. Talk to me if you need to.
PS: I DON'T TAKE YOUR LOVE ONES AWAY FROM YOU, PROMISE.

ohya.
I do have people hating me for stupid idiotic LAMEST reasons.
serious? And you know what guy, I couldnt care less okay.
You're nothing to me. If you're dead, i don't feel a pinch at all.
If you get your most painful sickness, I won't bother to visit you at
the hospital. If your dying, i don't wish to know.
BUT REMEMBER, TREAT YOUR GIRLFRIEND WELL, though
now you guys are good, i guess.
(whom ever it may concern, im not finding faults. My words are true
and what i say is something that i feel. really, if you think i've offended you,
im sorry but that's not my intention)

haha, IRAH BRAG kan? BODOH SIAL.

*Live life to the fullest* okay loves?

ok, irah merepek siakk.
maner nyer goody goody


Saturday, September 08, 2007

It's the second post of the day and hell, I'm stink.

I've been browsing thru the comp for looong hours.
No wonder my degree gets higher and higher.

and suddenly kan,
soooo many people talk to me on MSN.
really, I'm not joking. Fun laaa. i like.
come, talk more okays?

And somebody is onlined for long hours yet,
didn't answer my question nohhh!

And Faiz gave me some advice and stuff.
" maybe arif needs time to accept things"
I guess thats what he told me. Mannn, I forgotten siaks.

ohwells.

Naddy need calculator badly. haha.
kesians. I have one but you need to change the battery aye.

Sorry people, The grease song changed to Jenny.
hahah. xDD

Now shah is telling me this
" for you kan, I think you study first then later can think about
relantionship"
then he says this
"I think kan, sec 1 and sec 2 is so so so so small to have a relantionship"
and i fight for our rights.

" ehy, small small pon, some of us last you know, some of my mates are like
8 months, 11 months and even 1 year plus!! hah!"

and he was like: " but to me very funny la to see short short people
holding hands"

wth wth wth. -.-
Nie lah, biler abg abg berleteh. amek kau!



I don't want torqoise to be this year's colour for Hari Raya!

ok, I have this purple bag for birthday present and it's a save
of money, so that i don't need to buy any more bags but it depends
on what colour my families wearing this year. momma, pls choose
other colours okay? HMM, how about black or something that matches
the bag? I don't wanna get another bag . So the money that is suppose
to use for the bag can be used for and extra pair of baju kurung kanns!
haha. whatever.

Fasting month.
This wednesday, the malay teachers, cleaners and students will be fasting
for a month and to those people that is not malay, please don't be such a
dig head and eat or drink infront of us. esp me, I'll kick your arse of sure.
hahaa, irah kidding only. It's ok laa, i don't mine but don't do it on purpose ok.
if not, you watch out. rAHHH!

FASTING MONTH? means, it's nearer to hari raya and it means that
ALOT AND ALOT OF HOUSEWORK NEEDED. rahh!
Baking of cookies and one mess. Changing of curtains and furnitures
is another mess. Momma, tell me a week before that so that i will
make myself out of home so i won't be helping out. MALAS. haha. whatever.

fasting month? Means we have to bangon for sahur and it's early.

ok enough.

Yesterday night.
around 11pm plus.
Fifi asked to call her cell phone, which i did and we
crapped till 2am and something cut the line, so we ended there.

I couldnt sleep when something woke me up around 11am.
So i sat on my bed staring into space then, back to sleep till 5pm.
Bro become such an irritating person. He wanted me to wake up,
so he took my hp saying he will read my msges, but that doesnt work
for me. Second, he came into the room and switch off my fan. That doesnt
work either cause, I'M ABLE TO SWITCH IT ON BACKK! Then he found
out that the fan's on, he came into the room, switch it off and switch off
the plug and plugged it out and took my fan out of the room.
ok, i surrender. Continued sleeping for awhile and cannot control the
heat, so finally, i wake up. ok?.
CAN YOU BE ANYMORE IRRITATING ABG?

*promise you what?*
*asking for promises from who?*
ohh c'mon!

Supposingly, every saturday is the day where my aunt's and I
gather and go for bowling. so, today i don't thing we're going.
and yes, I'm lazzzyyyy to go laa.


Friday, September 07, 2007

ok

I've deleting those things
i back off.

and this is to AMY.

ARGHHHHH

think about it.
who's fault?



Kyle Patrick and Derek (from nickteens show, Life with derek) is
my current lovers. AING.

Mannnn,they're hot and shuddup ehh, just let me drool over them. *winks*

This holidays doesnt seem like a break to me. There's never a break
in this week. And it sucks. Monday was the only time off but it wasnt good.
The rest of the days i have to go to school and have lessons and band pracs.
And it's killing me.

homeworks not done and band songs is making me worried that I might be
the only on who is not good in rythms. Studies is driving me insane since
I know that EOY is around the corner and I'm still sooooo darn stupid
in all subjects. Over all, I need help. BADLY. *rawww*

Had durian *hand stinks* *mouth stinks* OH SHUT UP YOU!

Usually, afternoon naps is a must for babies but hey, it's a must for me.
So momma, if ever there's tuition, please put in on the weekends or something?
I need my nappies around 4plus to 10pm? yeeeeeeeeeees. wee.

Thursday band practice wasnt that bad. It starts and 8.30 am but
I woke up at 8.30am and had my shower, SLOWLY. Dressed up SLOWLY.
Watched some tv while drying my hair and then off to school.
Reached school around 9.30am? not sure and I only have me running
knowing im already super late at the school staircase. And I don't know why.

NADDY and her mates were there sitting down talking.
AHH, how fun is that CCA where we can sit around and chat?
Band don't really do that you know.. haha.

Everything ended nicely and back home with mimi.
Today's practice was nice. Afiq left band for "friday prayers"
AHHH, really? AHHH, really? prayers? Afiq? wth.

And now Khalis is EWW-ING about blogging.
Tell me, is it stupid to blog? And he told me;
MDM SAL LOVES TO READ PEOPLES BLOG.
so dearies, beware of what you say in your posts aye?. x)

dude, The 60 days of not msging you starts now.
maybe. I cant! *sigh*

whatever.

Life's at home, aiyah! not fair here not fair there! I don't like nohh!
I've been doing some minor cleaning which shows a BIG difference but
it's in a big big big mess the next day when i wake up. It's like,
before i sleep, I will pushed in the chairs and clear the tables and arranged
the pillows and stuff and BOOM, atomic bomb dropped while im asleep.
AND MY FAMILY MEMBERS STILL HAVE THE GUTS TO SAY
IM A BIG FAT LAZY GIRL. " dah 14 tahun abeh tak buat keje rumah"
" kau nie pemalas ahh yaya" WTH WTH

*roll eyes and fight for my own rights & ended up quarelling*
That's normal btw.

ok.

currently my fav: JENNY & WAKE UP CALL & THAT SONG FROM
FALL OUT BOY (what what breaks) NICE.


Thursday, September 06, 2007

KYLE PATRICK IS HAWT HAWT HAWT HAWT!
OK!

OK BYE


Wednesday, September 05, 2007

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Yassie my love.



"Treasure the one before it's gone FOR real and I'll bet you'll
regret for your whole entire life. "

whatever.
It's a one week holiday but it seems to be a normal sch days
but with something different, school starts at different timing.
Monday was a holiday indeed. SLEPT ALMOST THE WHOLE DAY.
Due to the granny thingy. aites.
Tuesday had my maths remedial and the same for today
and had Geo workshop till 2.30pm. boring indeed.

Got a msg from my SL saying :
"Thursday prac attire is Uniform and Fri prac attire is band tee."
and I was like? " ehy wth, got practice uhh? "
and she was like " you dont know? oh ya, you didnt take consent form,
it's from 8.30am to 1pm"

cb kanasai.
it's like, i wake up early for the whole holiday! benci! aku benci!
Band practice is fun, i know but the fall in, it takes ages to end!
whatever.

Adilla spent big money buying Ben and Jerrys.
Practically it's for me and Ruby (birthday gifts) but yeah,
we shared. It's better to share. Sadly ruby wasnt there
so, the ice cream is shared amon three cool people. x)
THANK YOU AYE.

ps: aku rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu sngt dgn Atyqa.
Mesti busy dgn her o's kannn. nehmind, all the best hunney!
love you!.

and imy dude..
-------------------------------------------------------


Monday, September 03, 2007

AHHH!

fee, i know you wanna become cupid that puts people together but
whatever it is, i feel stupid sms-ing your cousin who is 18 years old
and i've stop myslef from sms-ing him ok. Bahaya ok. I don't like.
I like arif ajerrrrrrrrrrr. ok?.

and irah selenge.
He msged you that he JUST CAME BACK FROM NCC CAMP JUST NOW.
then still can ask " just came back from camp just now or ...?"
IRAH BACEN laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
awful awful awful.

ohkays.
Those 2 paragraphs is just some words that is now in my mind.
ah whatever.

Ok, sunday night my family have BBQ and some difficulties held
but everything went super smooth later on. Everything went well and
everyone starts to pack up when it starts raining. haa.

Granny who is sick slept at my house.
Helped her here and there. Slept around 1am but
was woken up from noises. Civil defence later come and
take granny away. Mom followed.
Sis and I got dressed and took cab to my aunt's place
and she fetched another aunt and drive us to TTSH.

Left the hops at 8plusAM! freaking sleepy ok!
Went to aunt's place and slept. Dad came and fetched us.
Went to have lunch at 5PM at Fork&Spoon and went home.
Straight to bed when i reached home.

Woke up at 10pm plus and called Tasha about tmr.

currently chatting with Danial and Ario but Ario went off
so it's Danial.nyahaha. gilerpunyegon.

see? Slowly, i got nth to post.
ok bye

imy arif. ok bye x)


Sunday, September 02, 2007

Hello dearie.

Yes it's sunday and I'm dying of boredness at home.
My aunt is having a BBQ near my place later. It's already 6.40pm
and the fire is still not on. wth. slow sakk.
No offence but my aunt seriously can't put up her own BBQ.

Currently, I'm having bad times with my eldest sister.
ok larh, maybe i was rude to her and stuff but hey, do think about my
feeling okays! Though I'm the youngest it doesnt mean you can push
me around and ask me to do this and that. It doesnt mean im the youngest
you can shout scream scold me. And don't me angry with me if i have fought
back cause i cannot stand it. Ingat siket uh. Jgn mrh kalau org lawan balek.
Fikir org per? adekadek per? memang aku kecik tapi jgn nak memekak
ngan aku jer uh. fed up tau tak. kalau nak mrh sumer, bunuh jer uh aku nie.
alamak, sot tauuuuu.

OK enough, i don't give a damn if she read this and tell mom or whoever.
I'm stating facts and it's on my feeling. ok, irah brag.

enough of about aites.

Fuuk, is the BBQ still on? I'm soooooooooooooooo binget about this laaa siak.

okayy, Let's start the 60 DAYS of not msg arif since he didn't reply me ytd.
alamakkk. everything suck for now. i sucked. rahhhhHhah!

CELL PHONE have not been ringing lately and I'm worried laaaa.
When my prepaid is low, tons of msges received but now, it's not ringing.
arHHH!

Sorry peeps if i'm a lilbit rude or something.
I'm pissed and i mean real pissed with everything around me.



Saturday, September 01, 2007

Alright i stink.
I did the stupidest & lamest &amp; awful & bad & ect thing ever
and I keeping it to ME MYSELF AND I. yes i mean it.
rabakkkk.

aites aites.
The reason why i onlined and update at 12 midnight is because,
firstly, i woke up at 5pm which is not early but late.
Secondly, an Atomic bomb was released from the sky but it only
attacked my house and yes I have to helped out with the cleaning,
don't worry, no ones dead. x) But, me? helping out with the cleaning?
ahh NO WAY. But i was force to fold the unfold clothes and it was a big
big big job for me. Took a long time to fold all of 'em and ahh, finally I
get to use the comp. x)

Watched Liverpool VS Derby...
6-0 WTH. hahaha nice one.

Dad's home.
Sis's home.
Mom is out to work and
bro is somewhere in Singapore.

I'm bored.
Someone didn't reply my msg you knowww.
& I'm saddddddd. rAhh!

& now shah called me PEMALAS for waking up at 5pm.
Sorry uh kwn but sleeping is my Thangggg. ahh whatever.


Happy birthday Ruby!
Though i wished you already, But i wanna wish you
belated.
Happy belated birthday Ruby!!!
Kan i say im bored..!sorry la.

It's about 2 days that my bday ends and people
still wished me belated. Guys, THANK YOU!

& ANSHARI GILER.
hahaa, i was online and his said
"happy birthday in advanced"
I was like..
"ehy giler. My birthday 31st aug laaa friend"
and he was like..
"ala, tak kesah la. I wish only"
................... giler.



&& anyone wants Merci? I still have one box left.
haha, sorry uh. THATS MINE.
alasmaks, Harith i love you laaa! ( as a mate la giler)


Makin mlm maken aku menjadi giler
So baik aku stop membebel. bye


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